Whoever reads this blog is well aware that I have been infatuated or crushing this guy at work and it’s really hard for me to move on.
I keep seeing his name pop up a few times EVERYDAY. It’s become quite frequent for the past few months.
I do expect to answer calls and emails in response of what he has logged in our complaints database. . Lately, I’ve been responding to email replies from end users responding to his emails and that never really used to happen. When I take calls, I open complaints and he is the last person who handled that complaint.
My head believes I am overthinking it but now I don’t know. I’m confused.
My bestfriend thinks it’s the universe telling me something. I don’t know what to believe because … it’s just odd. His name is probably common, but it isn’t common in my life.
At the start of the year, I had a crush on another workmate and I never ever had his name popping up everywhere. I really liked the guy, wasn’t even shy to talk to him. Eventually he left the job, we’re facebook friends but I’m over him.
This also did not happen to me 5 years ago, when I actually dated the guy. I had an intense crush on him too and I gave it ago. It didn’t work out and I was emotionally wounded but now I let that go and we’re facebook friends again and he’s happily in a relationship. Though, whilst crushing him. I NEVER SAW HIS NAME POP UP ANYWHERE.
But this guy, no matter how hard I try to ignore him or do anything to move on I KEEP SEEING HIS NAME EVERYWHERE.
What is it? I honestly need an explanation. Why do I keep seeing or hearing his name?